Long Walk

As of today, I heard that Darcy and Elizabeth alongside Jane and Bingley took a long walk.  During this walk, Darcy and Elizabeth had a very deep conversation.  One of the subjects pertained the embarrassing story of Lydia and Wickham's marriage, and how he was the person who paid off all of the debts and money requests of Wickham.  This conversation is not only the complete opposite of how they use to speak, it is nice and friendly, a parallel to the way that Elizabeth use to characterize Darcy.  What is in store for their relationship? Marriage? Who knows.

Dinner Schemes

The high and proud Darcy comes with Bingley to dinner with the Bennets, and as usual Mrs. Bennet embarrasses herself to what could be her future sons and law.  In addition to embarrassing herself, she is completely oblivious to the fact that Darcy and Elizabeth have been flirty with each other and having a relationship that keeps becoming more and more inmate.  When trying to get Bingley and Jane alone, she keeps winking and making a fool of herself, and when Kitty finally notices her strange behavior and calls her out.  After this, Mrs. Bennet brings her to the dressing room and does the same thing with Elizabeth to inform her of what she is doing.  This only proves the stupidty of Mrs. Bennet, but this was most likely due to the fact that she was in presence of such high class, she was probably nervous. Any low class person would have acted the same.

Arguments

Today Lady Catherine came to visit Elizabeth Bennet.  This visit was to inform Lizzy that if Darcy is to propose to her, that she is to say no.  In return, Elizabeth responds that she will do nothing to stop the relations of her and Darcy.  As a response to Elizabeth's answer, she then says that her daughter and Darcy have an arranged marriage since they were young and that she cannot be the one to split them up.  During the extent of the conversation, Elizabeth is not only rude, but also disrespectful to the high Lady Catherine.  She should feel ashamed of herself, and should learn her spot in society.  

New Newst

Elizabeth and Darcy are engaged!  This was such a strange thing for the Bennet family to comprehend because of their past relationship.  Jane, her best friend and sister, was even confused when she heard the news, and her father worried that his favorite daughter was marring for money and not love.  That was the way that he married, but instead of money, it was for looks.  I am impartial to the marriage because the estate is mine with her married or without her married.  I just am waiting for the eventual-hopefully not soon- death of Mr.Bennet.  To recap the news, Darcy and Elizabeth are being married: who will be at the marvelous wedding?

Problems Approching

What I am hearing now a days is that Elizabeth is worried about Darcy's feelings toward her because of all the drama that Lydia has caused and all the scandalous activities revolving her family. She has heard about how Darcy paid the money that Wickham asked for and he also was the one who found the two trouble makers in the first place.  Anyone you ask will be able to tell you that I have always thought favorably for Darcy, for I can really see beneath the surface.  I understood that he was really a great and noble man underneath all his pride; moreover, even thought everyone else did not like him, I always saw him as a fond fellow.

Getting Married

One can hear the bells ringing, for I have just heard the local gossip that Lydia and Wickham are going to be married.  However, there is a little dilemma.  Because of Wickham's less than noble personality, he has asked the Bennets to pay him a small fortune in agreement that he marries their daughter.  All of this may seem strange, but the most enigmatic part of this story is that Mrs. Bennet, whose sole purpose in life was to get her daughters married, starting flipping out when she heard the news.  No one will be able to predict what happens next in this puzzling story.

My Letter

I have just sent off the letter that I have written the Bennet family.  It plainly states my perspective on the entire situation evolving Lydia.  As previously stated, I think this all could have been avoided if the parenting had been better.  Now I have been informed that because Lydia is getting married, MY money will have to be wasted.  It would have been better if she would have just never been born, for at least then my money would not have been effected.

Scandles

Today I have just been informed that Lydia has run off with Wickham, and has not told anyone where she is going.  The worst part is: they are not even married.  Lydia has always been a problem child, but truthfully that is in the fault of both Mr. and Mrs. Bennet.  Because of their poor parenting skills, she has failed as a daughter, and been an embarrassment to the Bennet family.  Therefore, all I have to say is I hope that my future fortune does not have to pay for these bad decisions.

Changes in Perspective

In the begining of the Darcy and Elizabeth, Darcy refers to Elizabeth as pretty but does not tempt him; however, in a turn of events, he says that she is one of the prettiest girls that he knows.  I think that because of the change in perspective shown through Darcy's own words, that he is still in love with Elizabeth.  This is one of the stupidest things that I have ever heard about, for the social deprecation of Darcy because of Elizabeth's lower class.  Because she is not accomplished and she cannot read, this shows that she is not going to benefit Darcy. Maybe he should rethink what "true love" is.

Deflection

When Mr. Bingley and  Caroline show up at Pemberly, Elizabeth was so flustered.  With Caroline's high class, it is hard for her to understand what it really means to Elizabeth that Mr. Bingley left her very dear sister, Jane.  Because of the social class difference, it is difficult for each person to understand each others problems.  Additionally, when Caroline started to give Lizzy some grief about the militia leaving, Lizzy does not know how to respond.  However, because she was able to deflect the problem of Wickham, she was able to befriend Georgina even more, for she was going to get married to him.

New Friends

I heard that Georgina and Elizabeth had recently met each other and had a brief conversation.  For such an accomplished girl, she is very shy i hear.  Darcy and her must learn to be more social and learn to show their feelings more readily, for they both will have problems in the future with their peers.  For example, the reason that Elizabeth was not able to accept Darcy's proposal because she was unaware that he even had any feelings for her.  For a person of such high class, he does not have much manners that allow him to show off his social status.

Touring Pemberly

Today, I heard, that Elizabeth toured through Pemberly, but the only reason that she agreed to doing so was because Darcy wasn't home.  She was blown away by the superiority of the place and how nice it was with all of the elegant features that house had.  However, when Darcy all of a sudden showed up, Elizabeth had a sudden rush of emotion.  She could barley even control herself.  At the end of the trip, he told Elizabeth that he would be having guests over later and that is why he really returned, but I keep asking myself, was it really because of that or was it because he heard that Lizzy was there?

Needing to Reconize

Darcy and Elizabeth need to realize that they love each other, for Elizabeth should feel privileged that she could have such a great man admiring her because he has high status and a large fortune.  His affection is the highest compliment to Elizabeth.  Also, they are both trying to play a game of cat mouse-they both pretend to not have feelings while going after each other at the same time-which makes things very difficult to understand from both sides of the story.  The letter was the most obvious sign, and truthfully I could tell from the first day I was introduced to Darcy that he had feelings for Elizabeth, I do not know how, but I had a premonition that a relationship would soon form between the two of them.

What I've Heard

So after Elizabeth left, I was so very happy, for I knew that she would tell everyone in Longborn how happy Charlotte and I are together.  So, in a sense I have had great gratitude towards her.  However, I overheard he saying things like oh poor Charlotte-but why? I later found out that it was not because of anything that had happened to her, but the fact that she had to stay in Hundsford with me! How rude of her to say such a thing to a person who has been so nice and thankful towards her? Also, now I begging to worry that she will say bad things about Charlotte and I's relationship.

Arrival

I just heard news that Elizabeth arrived safe and sound to the welcoming party of Lydia and Kitty.  In my opinion, they are both boy crazy and are too obsessed with men, instead of worrying about other things such as music, reading, and family life.  They need to be more like me: intelligent, social, and a well rounded person.  In life, men are should not be your only concern, for it is just a worldly matter that will pass with time-intelligence is timeless.

Soul Mates

Today Elizabeth and I had a wonderful time together, for we talked and upheld great conversation.  For one thing, I told her how Charlotte are meant to be.  Additionally, not only were we meant to be, but we are soul mates and I love her with all my heart.  I could just not impress upon Elizabeth how much me and Charlotte fit each other so beautifully.  I recommended that she go and tell everyone at Longborn about our wonderful relationship, so everyone there would be able to be put at ease to see that our marriage is working out delightfully.  All I can say is this: I love Charlotte.

Turn of the Tables

All because of his note. I do not know why I feel this way because I am happily with Charlotte, but whenever I hear anything about Elizabeth being involved with another man I become overwhelmed with jealously.  It is not fair I think for her to be happy with someone else when I can not be happy with her.  The letter that Darcy wrote to her makes my life even harder, for the way that she acts about him is now forever changed and I can see that she is falling harder and harder for him and I cannot stop it.  I predict that Elizabeth will in the future become a Mrs. Darcy.

Revenge

I have just heard of the refusal of Darcy's proposal to Elizabeth! When I had heard that he was thinking about proposing, I felt betrayed and back stabbed my him, for he should have asked me because of me and Elizabeth's past.  But I've just been informed that she refused his proposal, and that is when my heart leaped for joy; furthermore, my revenge on Darcy had been for filled by Elizabeth!  He should have known better than to ask her, and he should have asked me about the experience, for I had been through it once and I could have helped through all the obstacles.  But no, and as a result of his actions he has walked away heartbroken.  This is all his fault, and he should not switch the blame to anyone but himself.

My Perspective

Throughout the multiple visits of Darcy, I have begun to realize something: Darcy falling for Elizabeth.  I have observed from afar their affections for each other, and I see that they both are flirting with each other.  Even if it is subtle, they both send gentle glances toward one another.  I feel sort of betrayed because of my proposal to Elizabeth and how quickly she has been able to find another man, but on the turn side I too have found another woman.  However we are a completely different relationship, for we have genuine happiness and a future together.  Unlike Darcy and Elizabeth who come from two different worlds, and their lives will never be the same. All in all, if there was a dislike button on their relationship, I'd be pushing it.

Paying Respects

Today I traveled to Rosings to Lady Catherine, when I also saw Darcy and his cousin Colonel Fitzwilliam.  I spoke to the  lovely Lady Catherine and her beautiful daughter; however, when I left, they both came with me to my parsonage in Hundsford.  I introduced them both to Elizabeth and Charlotte, but it was so awkward between Elizabeth because she is obviously jealous of Charlotte and our happiness together.  Poor Charlotte so unaware of the jealousy, but I will not ruin the friendship.  But if anything, Elizabeth's jealously has brought us closer together.